heh....been a loong time since i run in the rain....juz felt i needed the break....n there r so many things gg in my mind the past few days....juz wanted to go run n dun think of anything except the path in front of me ... i feel tired... tired of so many things...tired of how mentally challenging dentistry is....tired of how pple behave...tired of how things r gg in the lives of the pple ard me....y do i even care abt them?? aniwae i guess i hav learnt a few impt life lessons n gained several confrimations of pple ard me.... patho test was a disaster...i think i sure to fail....betting wif lulin nijam n shafiq who will be the last in class...i think i stand a gd chance of winning...heh... tmr is gg to be a short day...thinking of gg out....or shld i go home early to rest?? past few days i feel so weak frm the runny nose...bleah!!

mao mao posted at 11:08 pm.

it is the wkend....n instead of gg out wif frens to hav fun or even go clubbing....i'm stuck at home trying to convince myself to start reaing my patho notes soon....there r so many things to do the past few days....juz had 2 tests...2 more to go n the prep for the upcoming densoc agm...realli hope my team gets in together...we hav put in so much effort n there r so many things we want to do n accomplish.... so to my classmates reading this....vote for me!!! yeah!!whahaha..... mid-autumm festival is next tues n want to go to taka square to sample all their snowskin mooncakes!!! the mooncakes r calling out to me... heh...any nice pple out there can get some for me?? it will make me v v happy...ahahaha.....mabbe can even try the dragon beard candy tt kennie intro me to....those r heavenly... ooooooooh...melts in ur mouth.... i'm getting sick...think i got a cold... better go n swim tmr under the sun...think i need vitamin d n the excerise too....too slack le...mabbe get a tan too...frens all say i turning white...funni thing is tt my gal frens say i look better white...hmmm.....

mao mao posted at 10:51 pm.

75th anniversary was a blast!! haha....enjoyed myself a lot...ate a lot..danced a lot...did a lot of stupid things..keke...the dance performance was damn gd...tho the retro dance was a mess... in the end everything went on smoothly.. heh..i guess the main thing is tt everyone enjoyed themselves....it was oso the nite i saw so many beautiful pple all dressed up....frm our pretty class gals to the ever beautiful mrs aw n prof neo...all i can say is..wow!! heh...dinner was a change...had muslim food this time...not bad i muz add...but the highlight was when i won a titus watch....whahaha....super lucky tt nite...even remained as king for the majority of the asshole 'tai di' game tt those tt stayed over played till 4am..haha....btw june joo...u r bad luck..always give me lousy cards...hehehehe...... bf at the hotel is juz super!! had like 4 eggs n a hell of other stuff...shiok sia!! helped out chio chio jacey n patricia to move the equipment back to faculty b4 gg to suntec to c if diana needed help for dph or not...after tt went to shop for the return tea gift...heh....tt dan teo better get me something gd.....or else.....

mao mao posted at 10:34 pm.

rite now....in front of me...besides my keyboard is a stack of notes....to be precise...it is my dental materials notes tt i'm suppose to study now....but some how i dun hav the mood....1 part of me keeps telling me tt i still got lotsa time...relax a bit....but the kiasu side of me is telling me... 'maojie...u neh neh pok...better start now!! the rest of the world is oreadi far far ahead of u liao...' today the kiasu side lost...heh...so here i am...typing my blog entry for the day... went to sch this morning for patho lect again...8-10...prof teh is realli a damn power lecturer...think he delievers his lect v well...n he can tell excellent jokes!! haha..makes the lect more entertaining...after which went back to dental audit for the dance pract for tmr's 75th anniversary dance performance...dunno y...i guess cant get the energy to dance properly...haha...slack sia...went home after the pract...tried to search for dad's retro stuff...in the end can only find his extra big n cool 'ray ban' sunglasses...heh...shall be wearing it tmr for the retro dance...btw....today is a gd day too....whaha...the gals commented tt my face is damn smooth n clear n they r envious....whahaha...i guess all the sleep n drinking of water is worth it...muahahaha...shiok man...having 4 gals oogling at ur face...hehehe...ego trip!!!

mao mao posted at 10:35 pm.

juz got back frm the rag n flag debrief at yih...mtg was super long n sian...attendance is super lousy...guess most of the pple r not interested le...supposed to go wif next yr's foc main comm members...but in the end...only dan chan n zhixiang came...kns!!! the most impt person wasnt ard....daniel teo aka ball man...my counsellee...tamade!! tt champion...aniwae today is not a bad day...managed to finish occlusion le....at least i think i understand better now...tho there r still some things tt i still blur abt....but....oh well....cant be borthered liao....tmr i shall start on patho....think there is a lot of work to do....die le...all my sins r catching up on me...doesnt help when u only attend 4 lect thruout the course...argh!! cant c the diff bet a sarcoma adenoma carcinoma....all i noe is TAMADE!!! wth!! i'm in big shit....help!!

mao mao posted at 11:02 pm.

hehehe....today is a damn funni day...started off juz as innocently wif me missing my bus...by a fricking min!!! tamade!!! i tell u....sbs better wake up their idea sia....if they cant provide me wif more 197 buses...at least make sure their timing is fixed....ccb!! wah cows!! waste my time....met up wif my new bus kaki...jz...heh...he looked soooo dressed up...compared to me... heh.... aniwae...back to main story of the day.... i was in the dental student lounge after the patho lect in the morn wif lulin....when suddenly this chio classmate of mine...who is most of the time bochap...suddenly rushed into the lounge...yesh....rushed as in run...sprint...u get the idea... immediately she was using the phone ("y the hotline number is engaged 1??") n the computer ("how come the connection is soooo slow??")......all this effort to buy..... ......jay chow's concert tics!!! by this time....most of u shld noe who is this classmate of mine i'm toking abt liao.....hehe...but i cant say her name out here...she will kill me tmr if she find out i revealed her name here... i was sitting at a corner laughing my head off....heh..i might sound mean...but i couldnt help it...it was realli amusing...but the funniest thing is when she couldnt get the seats she wanted to get....she totally lost it sia....i shall quote her..."no xing xiang"....n her expression is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!! whahahahahahaha......lulin oso cannot take it liao....dun bluff gal...u were oso laughing like siao....but no offence babe...if i were in ur position...i will oso be damn upset...n most probably i would hav crastrated the joker who was laughing at me.....but still...at least u made my day.....hehehe

mao mao posted at 9:22 pm.

yest i met a fren of mine....a fren i haven met up in a while....a fren who was bubbly n full of vigor whenever i saw her....but she looked so diff when i met up wif her at city hall....gone were the energy n smile...but 1 of saddness.. n if i'm not mistaken i can pick up a distant look in her eyes...things hav not been gg well for her...at least tt was wat i knew when i had a gd chat wif her on msn quite some time back...but this time things hav gotten worse....tt's y i decided to meet up wif her....i dun think i can help much...at least wat i can offer is a listening ear....listening to her tok abt her current situation realli pains my heart...but at the same time makes me feel so fortunate tt i dun face such a prob myself.....i think i will break... women....they r such strong creatures...i can tell she is putting up a brave front...holding back her tears n emotions on so many instances....the termor in her voice....the looking away...the tears...i feel so terrible tt i cant do anithing abt it....in fact i wish i wasnt there in the first place...but she is my fren n i feel she needs my support then n there.... gal...u r an awesome gal...a strong girl....dun break now....dun give up...no matter wat...hang in there....remember...wat ever happens u still hav frens out there to push u on...to cheer u on...to pick u up when u fall....so dun think u r all alone in this battle...but most importantly.....dun fail urself...

mao mao posted at 11:43 pm.

harlow everybody!!! has been quite some time since i updated this blog le...so sorry abt tt...was kinda bz wif other stuff...like the recently concluded ifg swimming...hehe...dentistry came in 4th for the 4x50m medley n 2nd for the 4x50m freestyle!!! to those frens who always suan dentistry.....this shows tt dentistry is not full of nerds n unfit pple ok!!! basket!! always say my faculty cmi....neh neh pok!! after tt came tri fac bash....hmmmm....wat can i say?? i avoided tri fac bash back when i was still in the army...n the reason is still the same...the crowd cmi...but this yr i went...y?? coz i give the babe in my class..lulin face..( u better treat me to something gd babe....whahahah) n oso coz i want to c my juniors perform...heh...n they got first for their dance performance!!! it was a fantastic day for dentistry lor...haha....guess wat...tri fac bash marks the start of our term break...but i think it is a joke...i still hav to go back to sch for patho lects..sure or not 'term break'?? tamade!! not only tt...i still got to stay back to pract for the dance performance for the up coming dental 75th anniversary....cows!! winner lor....n to think tt i gg to hav 4 tests coming my way str after the 'term break'....wat do u get?? champion!! which =maojie=yandao.... whahaha...aniwae i think i realli got to seriously mug le....really got quite a lot to cover....doesnt help tt i din go for most of the patho lects....

mao mao posted at 10:12 pm.

has been ages since i updated my blog....besides the usual excuses tt i've been bz n all sort of crap....i muz admit i cant find the mood to actually write down my tots n feelings....past few wks was quite happening...prep for the upcoming densoc elections...doin the dental 75th anniversary dance ( i juz realised tt after a loooooooong break frm scouts...i cant dance for nuts man!!! sad...gone were the days...sigh) oso i hav managed to catch up wif my lab work!!! whooohoo...after missing 3 sessions of lab...i finally caught up....yeah baby!!! i'm back in business!! btw....for all those pple tt think tt dental students r a bunch of nerds n sad pple who cant do sports....we came in 4th in the 4x50m medley n 2nd in the 4x50m freestyle relay in the recently concluded swimming ifg!!! yay!!! next yr we will come in first!! watch out for us!! hahahahaha....altho now we r having a term break...most of my classmates hav oreadi started studying for the upcoming test liao....n tt had made the ever adorable maojie v worried...he shall start mugging frm tmr onwards....nerds rulez!!!

mao mao posted at 11:58 pm.